if only my words were law
it couldn’t have gone that way
if only my words were commands
i could have commanded nature
if only my words were rules
i could have ruled destiny
if only my words were an armoury
i could have defeated fate

but because they are none of the above
i am going to task my soul
i am going to fight my heart
i am going to confuse my mind
i am going to rape my thoughts
i am going to depend on my faith
and pay to God
that i miss you lesser

*** for juliet sila koikai

© wilson manyuira