I hate the fact that I love you so much
I hate the fact that I love more than just a lover, but as a friend
I hate the fact that you make me need someone-you
I hate the fact that I feel I need you here by my side
I hate the fact that I feel you are filling a void in my life
I hate the fact that when I close my eyes, you’re the first thought
I hate the fact that when I have a goodnight sleep is because I dreamt of you
I hate the fact that every beautiful song I hear, I relate it to you
I hate the fact that you accept my faults as that’s part of who I am
I hate the fact that you call me beautiful even on a bad hair day
I hate the fact that my heart skips whenever I see you despite all this time
I hate the fact that you make me so happy, I forget my pain
I hate the fact that you love me when I don’t feel loved
I hate the way you look into my eyes and see my soul
I hate the fact that I can cry in front of you and no one else
I hate the fact I can’t pretend in front of you as would be with anyone else
I hate the fact that when am weak, you are my anchor
I hate the fact that these words are true
I hate the fact am not there by your side reading you this
I hate the fact that I don’t have the strength to admit to myself that I’m not a one man army
I hate the fact am missing you undeniably
And the most of it all, I hate the fact despite all this hate I just can’t let you go because
I love you so….

© wambara wham